A Choice. The Staircase to Oneself
This painting became the first work in the series and an important moment of self-recognition for the artist. It is a story of awakening to one's own strength, experience, depth, and the right to walk one's own path.
The fire filling the space around is not a symbol of destruction, but of transformation. This is the moment when the past is left behind, when bridges that no longer lead forward have been burned, and all lived experience ceases to be a burden and becomes a foundation. The old burns away to make room for the new.
The central image of the painting is a fish bearing the artist's own eye. The fish symbolises the depths of the unconscious, intuition, inner knowing, and hidden potential. The eye represents the capacity to see, observe, and understand. This is the moment when the deep intuitive part of the self begins not merely to feel, but to see clearly — to see oneself, one's possibilities, one's desires, and one's path.
For the artist, this painting became an acknowledgement of her own maturity and mastery. It speaks of a person who has come to understand much about herself, learned to observe what happens within and around her, and learned to hear and trust her own intuition.
The staircase leading to the eye is a symbol of the path toward oneself. A small figure in a red dress ascends toward her own depths and her own strength. This is the image of an inner person who has grown — one who no longer turns away from her true self, but chooses to meet herself face to face. Every step on this staircase is a step toward honesty, awareness, and inner freedom.
The golden colour of the iris symbolises the value of accumulated experience, inner wisdom, and the treasure a person discovers within. The iris is painted in the artist's own real eye colour, making this a deeply personal story. Gold here becomes a symbol of vast potential, life force, and inner fire — always present, yet perhaps long unnoticed.
The Om symbol in the upper part of the painting is a reminder of each person's connection to something greater than themselves — that even the deepest inner changes are part of the greater movement of life and the unfolding of one's own purpose.
This painting is about the moment of choice. The courage to climb the staircase toward oneself and see one's true depth. The trust in one's intuition, inner knowing, and the strength that always lived within. It is a painting of releasing the past and receiving all lived experience with gratitude — a reminder that the most important discoveries happen not in the outer world, but within us.